When Bad Things...

I know how I feel when bad things happen to good people, but I'm not sure how I should feel when they happen to not-so-good people. An obnoxious neighbor of mine recently had a serious accident, and while I feel awful for her, there's a little part of me that doesn't. Sort of like, I don't want anything bad to happen to anyone, but if something bad had to happen to someone, better her than someone good. I feel somewhat guilty having these thoughts, but I can't deny having them.